Friday, March 29, 2013

Significance of Saturday

Easter is one of my favorite times of the year.  When I was younger I LOVED decorating eggs and receiving candy and goodies in my basket.  It was another holiday where I got gifts other than Christmas and my birthday!
As I got older, I began to discover the personal meaning of Easter to me and what the significance of this beautiful weekend is.  The day that Jesus completely surrendered himself to be beaten and killed for our sin.  He became human so he could live and walk on this earth to go through the things we go through so that we can have eternal life through salvation.  What an amazing God we serve!
In Matthew we read about when Jesus went to the garden to pray, 

He fell facedown and prayed, “My Father! If it is possible, let this cup pass from Me. Yet not as I will, but as You will.
-Matthew 26:39

He was obviously struggling with what was to come and did not want to go through what he knew would be an awful, painful crucifixion.  But He did it anyway, He was obedient to His father and went forward in faith. 

One of my favorite songs right now is "Beautiful, Scandalous Night" and the chorus says this:



At the wonderful, tragic, mysterious treeOn that beautiful, scandalous night you and me
We're atoned by His blood and forever washed whiteOn that beautiful, scandalous night



THAT is what Easter is all about, and that is why Easter is my favorite time of the year.  
On Good Friday we remember the Last Supper and the act of Jesus surrendering himself to be crucified for us.  We remember His body that was sacrificed and His blood that was shed because we are all sinners and couldn't do anything to save ourselves.  
On Sunday we celebrate His resurrection, we celebrate His faithfulness and rejoice in the fact that He is alive and living in all of us today.  
But what about Saturday?  What does Saturday symbolize?  I heard Max Lucado say that the Saturday between Good Friday and Easter Sunday symbolizes the time of waiting in anticipation.  That place when you have been given a promise from God but you have not seen that promise yet.  The waiting season, oh how we all enjoy that!  I can definitely say I'm in a waiting season right now and this Easter season has definitely restored my hope.  This Saturday is all about clinging to the promises that God has given us and waiting patiently for His timing.  Before Jesus ascended into Heaven, He left us with another promise:

And I will ask the Father, and He will give you another Counselor to be with you forever. He is the Spirit of truth. The world is unable to receive Him because it doesn’t see Him or know Him. But you do know Him, because He remains with you and will be in you.  I will not leave you as orphans; I am coming to you.
-John 14:16-18

Wherever you are today, whatever your season you are in, go back to His promises.  Cling to what you know is true and keep your faith in Him.  He is always with you and He will never leave you. 

Happy Easter!

Saturday, March 9, 2013

Not a minute too early or a second too late

As I begin to write this post, I am sitting at Starbucks, tired from working all day, feeling sick and not looking forward to the time changing tomorrow and losing an hour of much needed sleep I hardly get when I work 11 hours a day.  I love working in the restaurant industry and I don't think I'll ever work in any other field but days like today make me wonder why I chose this field.  Weekends are usually when most people are off of work, spending time with family, shopping, attending sporting events and eating out.  You would think that would put most people in a good mood.  Not the people that come into my restaurant!  For some reason it is during the weekends, especially after church on Sundays, when people are just downright mean!  They just want to complain and will find any reason to storm up to the front of the restaurant and demand, "I want to speak with the manager!"  After hearing complaint after complaint today and feeling like the harder I worked, the more upset people became I just wanted to give up on being nice.  I wanted to give up and trying to help anyone at all, I was just feeling discouraged.  
Discouraged is probably the best word to describe how I have been feeling about everything lately.  Work in general is just not what it was in DFW, it's literally a different world out here in Lubbock, (I know that sounds dramatic but it's the truth!) I don't even feel like I work for the same company.  I just feel defeated, I don't want to try anymore and I have lost most of my enthusiasm for my job.  I just feel discouraged.  
The past couple of months have just been a dry patch for me and it's hard to remain strong and keep telling myself, "God's got a plan!  I'm here for a reason!  It's going to get worse before it gets better!"  But WHEN?!  Hasn't it been long enough yet?  How much longer will things go on like this?  Well, as God would have it, my reading plan brought me to the book of Numbers today...yes, right in the middle where the Israelites are whining and complaining...ok, God I get it!  I just have to laugh sometimes at the way God looks at me and says, "Really?"  That's what I imagine him saying anyway because that's probably what I would say.  
It's so amazing the way God gives us just an ounce of encouragement at exactly the time we need it, not a minute too early and not a second too late.  Just last night as I was laying in bed, a friend wrote me and asked, "How are you doing?  Spiritually, I mean, I haven't seen a blog post in a while."  God was like, "are you going to stop pouting now?"  And if you know me,  I didn't, I decided to play the self pity card and whine about my situation.  So then I got an email from someone at church that simply encouraged me with the truth that God has placed me here, in Lubbock, TX for a reason and He set me apart long before I was even conceived.  She shared this verse: 

"I chose you before I formed you in the womb;
I set you apart before you were born.I appointed you a prophet to the nations."
-Jeremiah 1:5

Let me tell you, this was EXACTLY what I needed to hear.  I have been reminding myself that God has a plan and He will bring me through and I have been going back to the promises He made when he moved me here and at the beginning of 2013 but sometimes we just need that little bit of encouragement and He knows exactly when those times are!
So I decided to spend the evening at Starbucks reading in Numbers.  As I turned on my Slacker Radio (better than Spotify!) literally EVERY song spoke life and truth over me and gave me the exact words of encouragement I needed!!
Ok, God, you DO have a plan.  You ARE working things out.  You DID place me here for a reason.  And you have NOT forgotten me!  I did NOT make a mistake and I STILL trust you!
Then I came to Numbers 11, 

"...is the Lord's power limited? You will see whether or not what I have promised will happen to you."
-Numbers 11:23

Now, I am overwhelmed.  Overwhelmed with His love.  Overwhelmed with His peace and I can rest in His perfect timing.  I think that I am going to sleep well tonight, even if it IS an hour less!!